Destroying yourself

 Destroying yourself with anger, rage, and pain. Finding no way to tame the beast growing inside, darkness creeps in no way to subsidize it. No way to stop it from growing or even stop feeding it. Scared of the reality that could be from starving it, stop feeding it, you feel the weakness in your bones. You begin to feel the pain, the anger and the fear this beast will instill in you, vengeful, dangerous, spiteful emotions he will make you feel. Flashbacks he will bring fourth so that you will want to become blind, and not want to see the reality. He will paralyze you with fear you’ll want to move no more.