Home❤

Life can take you many places but if you truly truly find home you have found your place to nest and to grow your family. I have never found home since my mother died in the late 80's. My husband and I tried to settle down and lay some roots but never managed to grow. Then he too past away in 2008 and my search began all over again. Still till this day I move my children from place to place trying to find a place to call home. We always keep coming back to where my first child was born, Dallas Texas home of the Cowboys, yes we are fans. I think that this is Home even if it comes with a bitterness of moving away from our family and friends. Even if some of our demons follow us everywhere we go but we keep coming back. This is our happy place, where for a moment we were a normal and a happy family. I have put my kids through so much and to only hope it will make them as strong as myself. So they know and adapt to the harsh life God has given them. Why because they weren't born with a silver spoon in their mouth, and even the ones born with privilege's are burned by the Hell that creeps into the light. Even if we have the best of the best people never seem to be happy. Some do this I know, the ones truly truly close to God. They are the lucky ones that escape the flames because they stay praying and close to God. The devil takes control of most of us and we never seem to find that peace. Why is it so hard to ask God to change our lives? It's easy to say "I got to find a church to start going", but do you actually do it? I don't and I say it all the time. It's so hard for me to walk into a church and let the holy ghost take over me. In fear of showing emotion or breaking down in front of strangers, I get anxiety! But we sin without thinking about it twice. It's crazy how the devil plays games with our head. So here we are place to place running from the flame from the heat of the pits of Hell. Home needs to start with Jesus with Faith and love ❤ GOD please let me find home for my kids and I. Please make home wherever your love and presence is strong. Even if I dont go to church or pray everyday, let me find home with you. 👐🙏🙇‍♂️❤💞